gAlLaRdO

不一样的世界

2010-03-12T22:57:00.000-08:00

刚才经过Island Hospital前的那条路..
往上一看..原来那边的风景是如此壮观..
每次只懂得把目光投在建筑物上..却忽略了四周围的花草树木..
直到刚才..才偶然发现原来那里的树叶仿佛让我进入了童话世界里..
Hmm..也许我们应用不同的角度来看事情..看世界..
或许事情没有想象中的不好..
或许所面对的危机..是人生中的转涙点..
常人眼里种的危机..也许在我们眼里是一种机会..
我们应以各种角度来看世界..说不定会有意想不到的转机..

Damn..

2009-07-07T01:13:00.000-07:00

damn..
damn 痞子英雄..
it's been days since u started killin' ma sleepin' time..
damn you..so mysterious for wad..
hv nva been so crazy bout taiwanese series before..
today..i finished u off finally..
bcz of ya..i stopped ma game..
bcz of ya..i chose to stay at home..
bcz of ya..i hv nth else to do..
now i really hv nth else to do except bloggin..
hmm..it's been a while since ma last blog..
dunno wad to write dee..
afterall..damn 痞子英雄..

When you believe..

2009-04-10T10:36:00.000-07:00

Many nights we've prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains
Long before we knew we could

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seemed like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away
Yet now I'm standing here
My heart's so full, I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

So in times when all your hope is gone
And you go through life afraid
In your heart there lies a hopeful song
That is there to guide the way
And all the hurt and all the pain
You soon will learn was not in vain
For all your prayers, they will be heard
They'll come to pass through faith

What's wrong..

2009-04-10T10:07:00.000-07:00

for the past few weeks..things aint goin' smoothly for MU and their fans..
beaten 4-1 by the Kop and 2-0 by Fulham..two defeats in a row in BPL..
da solid defense dat conceded just 10goals in 22matches had become so fragile dat they leaked in da same amount in merely 4matches..the unbeatable defense is nowhere to be seen..sigh..
wad's wrong?
da same goes to ma investment simulator account..
for da past few weeks..i hv been tryin' ma best to earn bout 6k..hmm..though comparin' to others..im far inferior..
den ma account value marked a horribly low yesterday, amounted to only 88k..
but in another way..it would be easier for me to answer ma frenz' questions..
'hey..hows ya performance in NYSE?'
now i can answer them..u can find ma name back in da last page of the rankin' section..
wad's wrong?
since last sunday..i hv quitted ma job after workin' for one month..finally..
but i tended to get tired and drowsy easily dis week..headache at times..dunno y..
it's weird rite?after quittin' da job..only i start to feel tired..hmm..
wad's wrong?

再说..

2009-03-23T21:55:00.000-07:00

再说也没有用再多也不会够
盼望只是一个梦清醒只会更疼痛
再说你本来就迟早会离开我
还有一点点时间可以看你的脸孔
趁现在我还来不及难过的时候
你离去的背影看着花瓣慢慢的流走
请让我维持我仅存的温柔目送你离开了我
收拾自己整理这一切的来龙去脉
答应我你离开以后别记得曾经有过
一丝丝可能存在我们之间放什么
那个结果

再说你本来就迟早会离开我
还有一点点时间可以看你的脸孔
趁现在我还来不及难过的时候
你离去的背影我歪着头多美的镜头
请让我维持我仅存的温柔目送你离开了我
收拾这个家曾经有的你存在过
答应我你离开以后想起的那一个我
只是一开始还嬉皮笑脸还很难说冷笑话
等那一个我

答应我你离开以后别记得曾经有过
收拾自己整理这一切的来龙去脉
答应我你离开以后别记得曾经有过
一丝丝可能存在我们之间放什么
那个结果

What hurts the most..

2009-03-21T06:54:00.000-07:00

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now
and then and just let 'em out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain
of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile
when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed,
livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words
that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do

没有如果..

2009-03-21T06:31:00.000-07:00

如果我说爱我没有如果
错过就过你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱

如果我说爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么还怕什么
快牵起我的手

有人说
世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前你却不知道我爱你
我常说
如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住
那世界末日已来到
不需要等到地球毁灭掉的那天

如果我说爱我没有如果
错过就过你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱

如果我说爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么还怕什么
快牵起我的手

如果如果如果如果如果
最后变成如果我也不能接受
错过错过错过错过错过
我比你更难过不会一错再错
嗯这次不要再轻易错过

我常说
如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住
那世界末日已来到
不需要等到地球毁灭掉的那天

别怕太快乐(别怕太快乐)
别怕失去我~~

如果我说爱我没有如果
错过就过你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱

如果我说爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么还怕什么
快牵起我的手

快牵起我的手

如果我说爱我没有如果
错过就过你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱

如果我说爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么还怕什么
快牵起我的手

如果我说爱我没有如果
错过就过你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱

如果我说爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么还怕什么
快牵起我的手

如果我说爱我没有如果
错过就过你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱

如果我说爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么还怕什么
快牵起我的手

Changes..

2009-03-12T10:05:00.000-07:00

Changes..
Life's like a box of chocolate..
You will never know what's going to happen next..
And even something has happened..it happened for reasons..
That's what i have been told these few days..
...

迷失..

2007-12-21T18:32:00.000-08:00

迷失..

只有它最能形容我的人生..

从中学毕业到现在..

我的生活很少脱离过它..

选择Bachelor of Business and Commerce..

只因为我讨厌科学..

而之所以选者SAM..

因为我要拿的是澳洲科系..

有时我怀疑过现在走的路究竟对不对..

我真得不知道..

假期里..曾一度急着找工..

我想这都是为了让我不至于胡思乱想吧..

迷失..对一个没有方向感的人来说..

也许就像曼联和胜利..

离不开关系一样..

形影不离..

Life's like a box of chocolate..

2007-12-21T08:39:00.000-08:00

Life is like a box of chocolate..

You will never know what is going to happen in the next second..

I still remember last time when I was rushing my business law assignment, this phrase first came into my mind..

That time, I totally don’t know what I was going to do next..

What I was clear is that there was a puzzle waiting for me to solve..

But what’s left of me is only a puzzled frown..

Sigh, I had to hand up the assignment on the next day and that time was already 2 or 3am..

What would happen to me?

Going to die? Or there’s a miracle?

Luckily my roommate miraculously found a sample answer provided by his tutor in his file and I was able to settle everything by 10am..

Life is like a box of chocolate..

I though I was going to die again in the previous exam..

I was so stressed that I couldn’t prepare for the coming exams..

Almost called my dad every night..

Fortunately, my friend was there for me..

Accompanying me to study if not I couldn’t imagine what my preparation would be..

It has not been a smooth year for me..

After all, I still have to face all these..

As life is like a box of chocolate..

无语..

2007-11-25T05:16:00.000-08:00

游戏规则:被點到名字的要在自己的空間日記裏寫下自己的答案，然後去掉一個你最不喜歡的問題...再加上一個你自己的問題，組成8個問題，傳給其他8個人，列出其他8個需要回答問題的人的名字...還要到這8個人的空間留言通知對方--->“你被點名了”...被點名者不得拒絕回答問題喔~！！這 8個人要在自己的空間裏注明是從哪裡接到的，並且按上述要求傳給其他8個人，讓遊戲繼續，不得回傳~！
Q1. 你最不能忍受...？
不是很多，因为我很sincere，最啊，应该是受到不真诚地对待。
Q2.面對壓力，你通常都會...？
听音乐，找倒霉蛋诉苦。
Q3.死前願望！
原谅我吧！（有意思…）
Q4. 是否有想過玩一夜情嗎?
以前，现在，未来都没有，也不会有，因为我很sincere。
Q5. 你會因為別人的言語，而改变自己吗？
朋友说做人要有主见，但视情况而定。
Q6.出現心意對象，會勇于表白嗎？
本人有点内向，但如感觉对了，就不要后悔。
Q7. 如果他出現婚外情，你會一哭，二闹，三上吊嗎？
不会，那是笨蛋！我要活得比他更好！！（不错…）
Q8. 你的爱情观…？
感觉对了，就应放手一试，否则机会等于0。

Hmm..提到这篇部落格..首先要感谢Joyce..最后也要感谢Joyce..
废话完毕..

无题..

2007-11-14T07:13:00.000-08:00

有时像没生命的洋娃娃..只能安静的看着世界演变..

有时只想沉浸在自己的世界里..与世隔绝..

在自己的世界里..虽然只有自己..也许很孤独..

但有了无忧无虑的简单生活..那该多好..

今天..陪朋友到水族馆看鱼..

虽然可怜的被关在笼子里..hmm..是鱼缸里..

但小丑鱼有着珊瑚..小鱼..还有小草的陪伴..

单调了点..但很是舒服..

人生..鱼生..也许都是一样..

从小鱼到大鱼..

从小瓶子到大鱼缸..

从活着到翻肚..接着被遗弃和遗忘..

这些都是造物者早已注定的..

小丑鱼有机会活出水里吗..

而我能够摆脱无题的生活吗..

Hmm..不知道..

…

最熟悉的陌生人..

2007-09-26T20:19:00.000-07:00

还记得吗
窗外那被月光染亮的海洋
你还记得吗
是爱让彼此把夜点亮
为何后来我们
用沉默取代依赖
曾经朗朗星空
渐渐阴霾

心碎离开
转身回到最初荒凉里等待
为了寂寞
是否找个人填心中空白
我们变成了
世上最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折
各自悲哀
只怪我们爱得那么汹涌
爱得那么深
于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了
却回不了神
如果当初在交会时能忍住了
激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦

心碎离开
转身回到最初荒凉里等待
为了寂寞
是否找个人填心中空白
我们变成了
世上最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折
各自悲哀
只怪我们爱得那么汹涌
爱得那么深
于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了
却回不了神
如果当初在交会时能忍住了
激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦

我们变成了世上最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折
各自悲哀?
只怪我们爱得那么汹涌
爱得那么深
于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了
却回不了神
如果当初在交会时能忍住了
激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦

魔幻季节..

2007-09-12T11:39:00.000-07:00

生活像旋律的小说
下一页剧情是什么
我相信没有人晓得
世界究竟怎么了
也许是我也闷得太久
也许是我今天较冷漠
好想失踪几秒钟
还在试著闭上眼
向前走
回到自己那一国
那个好久忘了去梦的路口
我喜欢孤单冒险
追踪梦的线索
我在座车上表现自由
再也不想做
无聊的那个我
我在想魔幻季节
原来那么快乐
我连呼吸都是幸福的
换一个角度
去看另一个地球
爱情的方位谁怕的住呢
我爱的人剩下了几个
我翻阅记忆的地
变美的丑的我通通记得
也许是我也闷得太久
也许是我今天较冷漠
我好想失踪几秒钟
还在试著闭上眼
向前走
屋顶上的我镜子里的我
留短发的我最胆小的我
不回头的我 oh..不回头的我

Finally..

2007-09-05T11:34:00.000-07:00

明知留不住
更不想结束
努力记住你此刻的眉目
记住这拥抱的温度
对抗快来临的孤独
为什么幸福它总是仓促
不在乎付出
因为我在乎
但让你哭我就无可宽恕
年轻的我们
太低估世界该有的冷酷
再多的爱也没帮助
My Finally
一刻也是永恒 Finally
我最终的恋人别哭泣
Youre the Only One Eternally
我的心从不曾离开你
永远的
当我想起你
会得到
爱的力气
今晚要退出
也为你祝福
别为我哭
我会加倍无助
年轻的我们
太低估世界该有的冷酷
再多的爱也没帮助
My Finally
一刻也是永恒 Finally
我最终的恋人别哭泣
Youre the Only One Eternally
我的心从不曾离开你
永远的
当我想起你
会得到
爱的力气
往前一步一切就荒芜
希望爱Forever
My Finally
一刻也是永恒 Finally
我最终的恋人别哭泣
Youre the Only One Eternally
我的心从不曾离开你
永远的
当我想起你
会得到
爱的力气

speechless..

2007-09-03T12:24:00.000-07:00

clumsy hu..
dat day..
one ice-cream..
today..
one meal..
in da end..
happy meal..
all these..
ya blog..
dat's y..
ma nick..
speechless..
afterall..
still..
speechless..
coz..
speechless..
=_+
.....

Wait For You

2007-08-18T12:39:00.000-07:00

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you & I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?
So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you
It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.
Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance
I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you
So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be
Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do
Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you
I'll Be Waiting.

只说给你听..

2007-08-13T10:16:00.000-07:00

昨夜忽然梦见你
久违了的幸福近得让人哭泣
伸手醒在黑夜里
除了眼泪只听见窗外的雨
我应该庆幸此生曾经遇见你曾经爱过你
然后用岁月来惦记
我爱你自你离我远去
这句话也变成了秘密
在无数梦里我爱你
重复说给你听
就像那夜的你安静的温柔的依恋的
在我怀里让我轻抚着你
只说给你一个人听
当时害怕失去你
何时何地都想伸手握住你
直到今天每一次想到我和你
不再有任何交集就有说不出委屈
也许今生我就是为了能够遇见你能够爱你
我学着用时间来回忆你不会哭泣
说给你听
有人形容生命像一路一站又一站漫长的旅行
后来总是想念途中那段最美风景

我会好好过..

2007-08-09T14:20:00.000-07:00

刚才路过双威医院..让我回忆起外婆..
外婆在不久前已离开人世了..
由于当时我正在大考..妈妈把这件事瞒起来..
原因只有一个..就是不要影响我的情绪..
大约过了10多天..就在我抵达槟城的那一刻..
婆婆把事情的真相告诉了我..
轻松的心情..顿然间变得很低落..
无法接受事实..结果没用的我在车里无声的哭了..
想到这里..突然觉得人生真的很短暂..
几个月前..时不时会到医院里探望外婆..
但几个月后的今天..外婆已不在了..
外婆在世时真的很疼我们..
回想以前..
由于外婆不大熟悉华语..我们时常用福建话交谈..
因为我福建话差..所以时常听不懂..
虽然现在福建话已大有改进..但已无补于世..
由于膝盖的顽疾..外婆以前都得承受顽疾的折磨..
希望外婆在极乐世界里..不用再受那样的痛苦吧..
我会好好过..

Gay..

2007-08-06T06:47:00.000-07:00

Gay..
Im gay but not a gay..
Guess those in our gang have heard of this sentence quite a lot of times adee..
And guys huggin n even ‘touchin’ each other hav bcome a norm in our gang..
Who prompted or triggered all these actions?or perhaps ‘antics’ to some of other people?
Hmm..nobody seems to hv da exact answer..
Actually is being gayish in some areas considered as a sin?i dunno..
At least in ma opinion..as long as we noe wad we were doin..wad we are doin..n wad we r goin to do..i thk its ok..
Sumtimes we might be a bit over..da most important thing is dat we shud learn how to control ourselves after all..
Frankly speakin..im kinda anti-gay..since secondary sch I thk..
But I hv a funny thought..if both da gay partners are handsome..charmin and gorgeous..da relationship can stil be accepted in some sense..
How high is the probability that I wil bcome bisexual..or perhaps a gay?
Hmm..nobody is able to predict the future..so do i..
But I can be very sure that I wil nva be a gay..
Be bisexual?hmm..ma roommate n I have discussed on this matter on several occasions..
And we came out wiv one conclusion..
Unless we are deeply..seriously hurt in normal relationship..unless we hv lost confidence in evry single part of our life..if not its highly unlikely..or its impossible for us to fall for guys..
Though watchin gd-lookin guys is one of ma fav past-time..huhu..
And I hv been strongly criticized or teased for this habit..sigh..
Is it sinful for us to look at nice-looking people?
At least its acceptable to me..
We shud hv da right to live our life in our own way..rite?

向左走向右走

2007-07-31T10:54:00.000-07:00

在相遇的城市迷失之前
寻找一张似曾相识的脸
握在手中的风筝断了线
是因为我寂寞你才出现
还是你的存在让我自怜
缘分走过我身边
变成答录机遥远的留言
甜蜜在梦幻的一瞬间
留下了真实的思念
一段情就能连起两个人的天
一条路就能让两个人
霎那之间命运都改变
只要愿意相信就能相见
一滴泪就能挡住两个人的天
模糊我的视线
呼唤着你名字
从起点回到原点
两条平行线总有交汇的一天
是命运在转变你才出现
还是你的出现让我改变
一个巧合的意外
变成一场最执着的迷恋

滑冰..

2007-07-30T11:59:00.000-07:00

今天..第一次滑冰..
因为第一次..所以很嫩..
滑起冰来..总是找不到平衡点..
摇摇摆摆..努力寻找着方向感..
好多次..差点就这样倒下去..
想想..如果这样倒下去..那该多好..
坐在原地..不会再次跌倒。。
但最终还是得爬起来..继续滑下去..
如果滑下去..又得重新开始..
重新开始..路又是不平坦的..
好几次..怀疑是否应该开始滑冰..
应不应该继续滑下去..
有时..真的好累..
受到一些人的嘲笑..更是心灰意冷..
但既然开始滑了..就应该坚持到底..
况且已渐渐爱上了这个运动..
Hmm..不管以后会摔倒多少次..都不会后悔..
只因为这一切都是值得的..

心中的日月

2007-07-11T03:15:00.000-07:00

你是我心中的日月光芒---
手中握着格桑花呀
美的让我忘了摘下
你的真带着香你的香会说话你的话好像只对我说
我的专长叫做流浪你注定要为我绽放
我的心寻找家我的家没有花我的花却在这山谷等着我
若一开始没有上帝暗中偷偷的怂恿我们怎知选择相逢
你是心中的日月落在这里
旅程的前后多余只为遇到你
多么想幻化成为你脚下的泥
此刻的无人山谷仿佛听见说爱你
我的漂泊不懂泥巴
你的美丽不堪动荡
你单纯我迷惘你恋家我流浪山谷中这一切带不走
你爱抬头拥抱阳光我得眺望下个前往
我走开你留下我回忆你升华至少我们会仰望同一片天空
若一开始没有上帝暗中偷偷的怂恿我们怎知选择相逢~喔
你是心中的日月落在这里
旅程的前后多余只为遇到你
多么想幻化成为你脚下的泥
那天的无人山谷(那一天)仿佛听见说爱你
置身在传说中人间天堂
你是我心中的日月光芒
带领我找到你的芬芳放不下
你是心中的日月落在这里
旅程的前后多余只为遇到你
多么想幻化成为你脚下的泥
那天的无人山谷仿佛听见说爱你
那天听见说爱你

希望..

2007-06-24T02:30:00.000-07:00

每一次回到槟城..总会有些不如意的事情发生..
上了车..就得知了一个坏消息..
回到家里..又发现忘了带些东西..
...
为何..命运每一次都这样对我..这样玩弄我。。
人定胜天..真的有这回事吗..
希望下一次..一切都顺利吧..
昨天..应该是前天..
搓麻将时..突然间..失意的回忆进入了我的视野..
整个人忽然间..情绪突然间变得很低落..
Hmm..回忆像鬼..总是在夜深人静的时候把心撕碎..
心碎了。。它却闪电般的离去。。
真的希望能在假期里..好好的充电一番..
说到这里..思绪突然间回到考试期间..
那时候是今年里第一次觉得我是好学生..huhu..
一天24小时。。除了睡觉以外。。都是和书在一起。。
说实话..那时候..真得很痛苦..
但这一切都是自找的..
上课时打瞌睡..下了课也不知道做些什么..
唯一能肯定的是..出现在我眼前的..一定不是书..
记得..还没到那里时..曾答应家人..
我一定努力读书..以考取奖学金..减轻他们的负担..
他们还劝我..不要为了课业..而忽略了健康..
想到这里..觉得很内疚..
Hmm..下学期..真的应该好好的约束自己了..
希望好运就此降临吧..

huhu..

2007-05-28T11:49:00.000-07:00

huhu..wad does dis word mean?
to most of the ppl..'huhu' gives them the first impression of crying..
howeva..as time passes by..they would slowly realise that the 'huhu' used by huhues doesnt convey messages that either huhues are cryin or they are weak..
instead..huhu means alot to huhues..happiness..laughters..speechlessness..etc..
hmm..who invented this word-huhu?er..based on ma vast experience..da creator of the word stil remains unknown..
da only thing i noe is dat..'huhu' printed in ma dictionary since form 4..
y do we 'huhu'?cz we r sick of the common 'haha' and 'hehe'..dat's y we start huhuing..
sum may wonder why we din use 'hihi' or 'hoho'..
wanna noe wad da reason is?think of yaself ba..
wen da word 'huhu' is mentioned..naturally i would think huhu family..
huhu family was founded in 2004 if im not mistaken..
initially..da family consists of 4members only..
with the rapid advance in technology..increasin globalisation..bla ba bla..
da distance between ppl is shortened..this plays an important role in guiding us to discover another 3 huhues..
and these three additional members complete the huhu family..
time flies and huhu family is now 3-year-old adee..
but..im stil not clear wiv sum huhu thingy..
who's da real leader of huhu family?
when's was huhu family formed?
which word best describes huhu?‘’呼呼'' or ''祜祜''?
hmm..think i shud raise such Qs in huhu discussion hall nex time..
but..regardless of whether these Qs would be well-answered..
huhu spirit would last foreva..undoubtedly..huhues..m i rite?
hmm..think i shud stop crappin dee..
huhu..

部落格..

2007-05-26T06:53:00.000-07:00

部落格..
第一次得知部落格是什么东东时..感觉很新鲜..
但怀疑它的可取性..毕竟日记是很私人化的..
很多人写部落格的目的..多数都是与他人分享生活的点点滴滴..
无可否认..我第一次写部落格..目的只有一个..
就是讽刺性的描述其他人..其中包括我自己..
日子久了..偶尔会废话些个人想法..人生道理..
到最近..写部落格的次数突然间多了很多..
随着时间的增长..我也随着老去..应该是长大..
小时候总觉得..如果能一夜间长大..那该多好..
但时间证明了..这种想法纯脆是天真的..
长大了..的确可以实践很多东西..
但成正比的..应该只有烦恼吧..
自然的..部落格成了我唯一发泄的地方..
这也许是最近写部落格的目的吧..
虽然主要是抒发情绪..但知道有一小部分朋友看过我的部落格..
心情还算是不错..至少我没被完全遗忘..呼呼..
但所收到的回应都是一样的..不是很看得懂我的部落格..
有些人甚至讽刺我的华文太强了..是我的水准太高？还是太低..应该是后者吧..
hmm..六月假期时..应多用华语与人沟通..虽然我有点自闭症..
毕竟说了19年华语..无论如何..都不能太差..
如这篇部落格有收到回应..想应该还是一样的吧..
就废话到此..

amnesia..

2007-04-29T20:12:00.000-07:00

amnesia..
how good i wil be if i can suffer frm amnesia..
at least i can have a break and dont need to thk of anything else..
brutal..wicked assignments jz keep visitin me..
da other comes again once i kill one..
though im takin business..
its not as easy as other thk of..
undoubtedly..13hrs..is rather short compared to other courses..
howeva..we shudnt judge da difficulty of da course solely based on studyin hrs..
assignments and stupidity really kill me off..
yet..ma painful brain is so rebellious dat it keeps disrupting ma efforts in completing assignments..
some said dat uni life is da best time of our life..
for me..its completely ridiculous..
weak me not only have to deal wiv merciless assignments..tutorial homework..
yet..movin out matter..lots of other things r waitin for me..sigh..
really..really hope dat i could have a black out for these events at times..
mayb i shud learn frm clumsy hu..being clumsy..
so dat sth unpleasant happens..n ma wish would come true..

冬季般..

2007-04-25T10:45:00.000-07:00

突然很向往冬季..向往雪白色的大地..
毕竟在夏天里十几年了..向往冬天很是正常吧..
每晚摄氏二十八度..像在睡梦里沐浴..
这种感觉..折磨着睡眠..
逐渐缩短着它的寿命..
虽然夏天的气氛..很是热闹..
但却不是所期待的..
只有冬季的宁静..才是一直所向往的..
希望在这短短犹如冬季般的日子里..
能重新找到自我..过着所向往的生活..
冬季般的生活..

小时候..

2007-04-22T10:03:00.000-07:00

我们小时候..把我带十几年前..
天真..无辜的小时候..
真的..真的..好怀念那时候..
那时候的我..似乎没有烦恼..
即使有难题..有了泪水..就没了问题..
那无忧无虑的生活..对现在的我来说..应该是种奢求吧..
小时候..jackie还在的时候..
每天散步..玩乐..在那时候几乎已成了定律..
当jackie不在了..虽然会难过一阵子..
但幼稚的我..很快便能克服了它..
换成现在..事情不会那么简单吧..
有一次..傻傻的我误吞口香糖..
因为这样..我整整难过了好几个星期..
很多泪水..因为有人告诉我..我永远都不能长大了..
但..现在的我已不怕了..因为..我已多活了十几年..
想到小时候..忽然间..很对不起一些人..
每当我做错事的时候..不懂事的我..总会把罪名压在弟弟身上..
每当我孤独的时候..总会乱婆婆..陪我玩百万富翁..
hmm..不知道杀死了多少无辜细胞..
有时候..真的好像回到从前..
逃避现在所有的一切..
宁可做个无辜..弱智..hmm..应该是幼稚的小zx..
但..觉得好像不值得..不舍得..
毕竟逃避是不能解决问题的..
好吧..就想到这里..

泡泡..

2007-04-19T03:21:00.000-07:00

记得小时候..很喜欢玩泡泡..
每一次看到泡泡..就会很兴奋..
有一天..不知道从哪里学来..我学会了炮制泡泡水..
从那时开始..我开始了我的泡泡童年..
因为看到泡泡就会很开心..所以它陪伴了我不少的伤心时刻..
hmm..人是会长大的..泡泡却不能随着我长大..
虽然还是很喜欢泡泡..但不能总是和泡泡缠在一起..
泡泡..有大的..有小的..
好比人生..有长有短..
泡泡..就像人生..
七彩缤纷但却很脆弱..
曾经读过一篇小说..女主角本来很幸福..
但一次意外..却把她和男主角永远分离..
残忍的把她从天堂推入地狱..
就像泡泡从空气中坠入地面一样..
一下子就消失了..
想到这样..突然间很讨厌泡泡..
为什么..为什么美好的东西总是存在得那么短暂..
但想了想..觉得不应该讨厌泡泡..
就是因为泡泡的存在总是那么短..我们应该学会珍惜..
就是因为人生很短暂..且充满着变数..
我们应该毫不犹豫的..去完成自己的梦想..
无论如何..都不应后悔..因为这是值得的..

我要的世界..

2007-04-15T11:36:00.000-07:00

早上醒来..一个人..
镜子里..一张陌生的脸..
也许睡意不浅..竟认不出自己..
镜子前..十几分钟..再也普通不过了..
但所看到的..永远只是那平凡的外表..
往往却忽略了..也捉摸不到内心世界的想法..
向往的世界变得模糊..迷失在黑暗之中..
夜深人静的时候..是否有想过..
自己一直向往的..究竟是什么..
方向盘转错了..是否能重来过..
断了翅的蝴蝶..是否意味着一切已结束..
种种疑问..种种问题..已不再重要..
只要坚定..坚信..坚强..努力过..
不管以后的世界如何..
都要无憾的走下去..
只因为..这一切都是值得的..
写了什么?hmm..不知道..
只知道..在我活着的世界里..
不是每一件事..我都能办到..
有时..眼巴巴看着朋友被难题困绕着..
我却在那儿..无能无力..
那种感觉..很不好受..
无论如何..我会试着自我增值..
希望我的存在..不会像废物一样..
没有任何价值..

History..

2007-04-13T09:21:00.000-07:00

Dis morning..woke up around 6.53am i thk..of coz i was headin to washroom dat time..after dat..i felt sth wrong..i would hv been joggin in botanical garden like usual at bout 7 in da mornin..but da fact is..i was standin still beside ma bed..n thkin..how come ma mum dint wake me up..after a while..i only realised dat da noisy sound outside ma house was caused by da rain..n i din get to jog bcoz of da rain..blur me..lazy me was playin chess again wiv uncle chew since den..

Around 9.30am..was shocked till i woke up for da 2nd time in da mornin..who was da real culprit?dats Aaron Liew..da rising star(see how good im..promoting his name)..coz i tot he n wenglau wanna discuss actg assignment in Disted in da mornin(cancelled in da end)..n dis thought prohibited me frm being piggy again..sigh..after washin up..went downstairs..saw mum watchin drama..asked me to visit da kitchen..hmm..i found char koey kak after 23seconds..damn nice..din fill ma stomach wiv it for such a long period adee if ma memory serves me right..

After dat..wad i could do..is to continue waitin for aaron's call and read newspapers..wen its 11am..i felt sleepy again..oink for half an hour..by dat time..its already 11.30am..yet i din receive any call at all frm aaron..geram..only answered ma call in ma 3rd attempt..swt..learnt dat he was sleepin like a dead pig in da pig sty..

Went to penang road n reached da destination b4 12.30pm ba..aaron n i were so blur dat we kept turnin in n out of da roads..dunno wer we could park da car..our stomach n patience were being tested constantly..after 1800seconds..we managed topark da car..finally..after eatin beef wantan mee..we cont. proceed wiv our plan..our main purpose to visit penang road is to enjoy da NOTORIOUS chendol..hv to stand while we were enjoyin it..>.<..but its stil worthwhile as its really delicious..guess its da best in msia ba..huhu..

Okay..after crappin so much..lets get started wiv da title..history..added two new pages to ma history today..hmm..shud be yesterday la..blur me..for da da 1st page..i achieved GREAT result in bowling..i managed to score 110 and beat wenglau n aaron in da last game in Penang Bowl..huhu..though its like nth for those professional bowlers like aaron n ah lau..for me..i regard it as a miracle..coz it was da 1st time i exceeded 100..lame me..

After s*****ing in one of aaron n wenglau's fren's house..i managed to get home b4 7pm..luan ma mum to teach me on how to fry egg..dis is da 2nd achievement da i recorded today..i was goin to fry da 1st n 2nd egg in ma life..saw two eggs beside ma mum..had a thought dat she would demonstrate on how to fry da 1st egg..but in fact i was da one who would fry both da eggs..was nagged by her while i was PLAYIN wiv da eggs..surprisingly..not bout ma skills..but on ma usage of words..swt..its called ''jian1 dan4'' in mandarin..but i used to call it as ''zha4dan4"..mean bombed egg if i translate directly to english..is ma mandarin dat poor?if im not mistaken..i got A2 in SPM..hmm..din care adee la..as others always din understand wad im talking about..hv to explain further once I finish ma speech..swt..

To my surprise..ma bro din complain bout da egg fried by me..was it nice or he was reluctant to criticize me?hmm..guess shud be da latter possibility ba..huhu..but he did finish da whole fried egg la..hiak hiak..i felt honoured after seeing da CLEAN plate he left..at 1st I tot ther shud be at least 50% of fried egg left on it..hmm..guess I shud fry more eggs in kl n treat da monash gang..=)

Okla..stop here..hope dat I could add more pages in ma history in da near future..
Huhu..

blue..

2007-04-12T06:47:00.000-07:00

Everytime wen i go back to penang..surely i wil come up wiv mixed feelings..
Excitement? Sadness? should be both ba..
But..im pretty sure dat..definitely there wil have sth that go against me..
Dat was da second time adee..i encountered probz wiv internet connection..
Okay..at least this time I could get to online for several time..but..how come..da router would restart automatically by itself..i dunno..sigh..
Other than dat..i couldn’t access to certain websites..cant sign in msn as well..
How come these unpleasant thingy would happen to me..sigh..
I felt really helpless at times..
Wad I could do was..trying to online..surfin..chattin..readin novels..
But da moment I was okay adee..I received some bad news..
MU finally lost at portsmouth..how come..how come dis would happen..
MU and fans..includin me..always have da same thought..which is dat we can succeed in da end..
Howeva..dis time their winning streak was halted in da end..
I always thk dat..given time..if we persevere n nva gv up..da chance we can succeed..shouldnt and wouldn’t be slim..rite?
Yet..we hv to accept da truth..it had happened..we couldn’t change it..
Wad we can do is only to be responsible for our own matters..
As for MU..they shouldn’t give up..they should focus..persevere in order to achieve good results..hopefully they can emulate da feat..treble as in 1999..
Wad can I do? Superstitious me would pray..hope dat everything can progress smoothly..wish dat MU win in all da remaining competitions..
The most important thing is dat..i should do ma best in everything..
Study hard..complete assignments in time..change ma attitude..
Afterall..wad I can do is..to wait..n see wad outcomes dat I will get..
Hopefully everything would be alright nex time..
Huhu..

First Time..

2007-03-02T03:25:00.000-08:00

Hv been in kl for somtime..
obviously..da lifestyle here is completely different wiv ma so-called 'village' in pg..huhu..
bcz of dis..i hv created quite a lot of records here..
in kl..dis is da first time i..
..sweep da floor..
..mop da floor..
..enter restroom for more than 5 times in da mornin..
..sleep bout 9hrs in 3-day time..
..halve sandwich into 2..
..prepare jambu n 'serve' frenz..
..take care of maself for more than 10days..
..din taste mum's cookins for more than 10days..
..wash ma own clothes..
..blablabla..
n i bliv im goin to add on to ma dull history..
thk i wil learn how to iron ma clothes soon..
though all these achievements r like nth to others..
for me..i thk dat im really terrific..
as i wont hv such chance to do all these in ma 'village'..
oh yea..dis is also da first time i din crap dat much in ma blog..huhu..
stop crappin now..
huhu..